I've noticed that all online RPs are the same... I don't even know why I still do them... It's kind of like crack...

It's absolutely horrible, but you just can't stop... no matter how badly it screws you over.

There's always a lot of guys in RPs... some of them are gay [or at least pretending to be gay] and others are the macho, "I gonna keel you bitch" type, who's parents are dead, and they have this long sadistic past.... cuz you know, girls dig that shitt.

OH. And don't even get me started on the girls. A lot of them are bisexual... [psh, yeah] and they're only bisexual because the sadistic guys think that's sexy. They are really are straight as hell, and always end up with the guy. Well, actually... there's always one really attractive, sadistic anime girl that all of the guys like, she gets with one and then the rest flip shitt and want to be with her too... so all of the other girls are ignored until this one girl becomes inactive in the RP or dies, and then the guys flaunt to a new girl... This has happened to me on numerous occasions... it doesn't help that I'm 95% of the time the lesbian either. They don't like that, they can't ship with you.

Oh. Also... about that one singled out girl...
if you finally get noticed enough by the rest of the RPers in your guild/club/clan [whatever, pending on where you RP...] and you get into an RP with them...
it's dropped the second that singled out girl gets online...... so then your self esteem drops, and you feel like you suck 'cuz no one acknowledges your existence.

And don't let me forget... this girl also gets kidnapped and held hostage a lot... and all of the male characters go to save her...

but don't worry, if you're a girl, you don't have to do squat, because when you try to do something, the bad guy basically tells you to "Fuck the hell off, this is me and the main character's fight alone."

and yet, the other male characters are allowed to help out....? That's probably because they don't want to get shown up by a girl... especially in their own territory.


Huh.
and if you don't make a totally kick ass, awesome character... then you're screwed from the start... you might as well plan their suicide now... because they'll never make it to anything otherwise... and if your character kills themselves, then all of the other characters feel bad for him/her, and you get your hour of spotlight while everyone tries to figure out why you did it. Ha Ha.

and what's with all of the fucking Mary Sues/Harry Stus? Ever notice how they are the ones that mainly complain about godmodding...?

KISS MY ASS.


--takes deep breath--

There's more, but I feel better with that, so I won't give any more examples.


I LOVE THE PEOPLE THAT READ AND COMMENT MY JOURNALS! ESPECIALLY THE ONES THAT FEEL SORRY FOR ME AND GIVE ME SYMPATHY <333 [just giving a shout out to all of you guys that are probably sick of my winy ass complaining.... it's best to just let it all out... and since I like to write~ it seems good to get it down here.

Disclaimer: This was not meant to attack anyone personally, it was just an attempt to spill out some observations and to let out some steam... I feel better nao. (:



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The world can be so cruel.

I have come to a complete and total realization that I will never achieve one of my life long goals. Yes. I am giving up right here and now... welcome to history.

All I ever wanted to do, since I was little... was be in a play/musical.
I want to sing and act.

It's cliche I know, and it isn't in my character... but I want too.


And, it's never going to happen... I'm just not meant for theater. /=
I've tried out for several plays [a couple in the past year...] and I've gotten rejected from each one. [I didn't even make stage crew for one of them.]
FML.
I guess it was easier to cope with before considering I've always picked myself up and said "NEXT TIME."
....now there is no next time.
I'm done.

EXIT STAGE LEFT PLZ. ----->



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Will start posting more art after finals. I've been so crazy with studying and what not that I haven't been able to upload things onto here. /= It's rather upsetting actually. I'll try my best. [part of it is the lack of motivation... ]

I also got my graphic arts adv. class next semester, so if I actually learn stuff [rather than just how to kick ass at the helicopter game [link] ] then I'll start posting more computer colored art. That's my goal anyway. XD



Congrats to Obama for winning the presidential election! I would have preferred Nader... but I knew that wasn't going to happen, so he's a great second choice. As long as Bush is out... [I think I'm actually proud to be an American again...]



Time Hollow. Amazing game. Anyone who has a DS and likes confusion should play it. That's really all there is to say. It's an anime styled RP, you know, like one no one's ever heard of? Still epic though. I mean, it kept my attention span, right?



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Huh. Happy Holidays peoples. No, I didn't forget about you guys. OI~ I got a new sewing machine ;D Remember how I used to always complain about hand sewing EVERYTHING? WEll, now I don't have too. I've already started a new project, in which I'll post on here as soon as it's finished. It's a surprise. OxO

So Happy Holidays~ I'll be sure to update next year ( :




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:nin

So on a field trip, we went to the movies to see "The Boy in the Striped Pajamas" [Awesome movie btw... made me cry... literally.]

Anyhoo, I was watching the previews for upcoming movies, and there is one coming out called "Milk". This movie, for those of you who don't get out much, is about the first gay senator... Or, I should say, openly gay senator. I want to see it.

Yep.... so it really got me thinking. Gay people. Yes. They are awesome. We are awesome. For those of you who have been living in a box, I am bisexual Have been out of the closet for a year this month.

Anyway, I was talking to my mom [who has finally accepted it, took them long enough... but I think my persistence really helped in the long run... along with my catholic raised dad... hallelujah.] and she asked me if I'd ever get around to looking at men.

I told her I looked at men all of the time...
just incredibly feminine men and anime characters.
Apparently, that was funny... because she laughed in my face.

Oh, and the fact that gay men some how are attracted to me. I think it's mainly because I look like a man/have really manly features [Yes, gay men have flirted with me assuming that I am a man.] Like, whenever I tell my mom I'm excited about hanging out with my guy friends, she gets all excited and states, "OMG~! Boyfriend?"

and I reply with, "Nah, he's gay." about 99.9% of the time. Yes, all of the guys I hang out with are gay. Weird. My mom laughed at me when I told her that too... *shrugs*



So, to get to my point... in conclusion, my thoughts on gay people?
Gay people are apparently really funny.



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